It's 'them'

I woke up this morning feeling really really groggy.. dragging myself to the bathroom (which is 'what else is new' for me la) and I've heard this very clear voice whispered to me... Hey!! You know what would be great??? Write something in your blog when you come back from work tonight! And when I heard that, I was really amazed and glad... coz despite me feeling really groggy, I heard that! LOUD & CLEAR. I mean... I just woke up from sleep and 3/4 of me is still asleep... esp. my brain... *usually won't start working before I have my first gulp of daily Nescafe Latte I get from the Appu downstairs my office* and I'm hearing that loud and clear. I guarantee it doesn't come from any part of my brains.
And after what happened last Sat, I'm more than 100% sure that I am not a cuckoo and I've got someone (a new found friend) to confirm that for me.

The good feeling was there for a while and then my old self kicks in with some pessimistic thoughts saying... well... that is IF you managed to get off work early enough today to do that. Duh!!!! Cheh!! What a sourpuss huh...

Even with that thought, I didn't let it pull me down and continue with whatever I need to do for the day... the usual stressful day of work... it's even more so on Tuesdays coz thats when I have my weekly WIP sessions with my clients and let me paint you this scenario ~ it's like you are standing in the middle of a empty field with nothing... except maybe a few pebbles in ur hand and our clothes of coz!!! *rolling eyes* and you're surrounded by a pack of wolves just waiting to pounce on you as soon as they have an opportunity. HAhahaha... okok.. maybe I've exagerated a little bit... but the feeling is somewhat like that. Somehow, the whole team get tensed on esp on Mon and Tuesday before our WIP session coz we have to make sure we got our stuff ready to be delivered to clients... whatever it may be or else... just be get ready to be 'eaten' alive by the 'wolves'.. heheheh. And of coz, the stress comes from upwards... from 'guess who' to me and me down to my jrs.. yeah... its bad.. but.............

ANYWAY, I have once again.. made it thru another Tuesday *HAAAAH!!* eventhough... I got a bit of scratch from the wolves... phew!! Just a little and I'm thankful to 'them' who helped me to make it through... and GUESS WHAT??? I ACTUALLY made it back home by society's measure of a humanly decent hour which is 9ish... and voila!!! now writing this!!! Its great isn't it??!!! You may be wondering why is it so great abt this.

Lemme explain.

It's GREAT because:-
- I actually have the time to blog!! Yeah... Time is a luxury to me esp. on weekdays coz usually by the time I get home from work... it's bed time.. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz... and trying to gear myself up for the next work day. Sigh. Anyway... thats besides the point!!
- I'm happy coz I'm finally hearing them and why I'm hearing them is because I'm finally allowing them to speak to me and because I'm allowing... they made it happened for me.... and because they made it happened for me... thats why I'm here!!! You confused yet???? Anyway.. you will soon find out who 'they' are. I'll reveal in due time.
- Finally, after some confirmation, I'm not afraid of blogging anymore... I used to be due to some incidents that happened before. But now, I'm not going to be afraid anymore.. coz... I'm just not going to allow myself to be afraid of it anymore!!

Terri's Disclaimer:
This is my blog... I can write what I want and how I feel.. and if you don't like it... GO START YOUR OWN BLOG!!!